So, yesterday was the first day of my spring classes and I"m already freaking out about how much work I have ahead of me. It's gonna be a rough 6 to 10 weeks. I have only 6 weeks left to finish my program online... which sucks bc I have so much left to do. Basically I will have no life until that is completed. Only doing the fun things I cant get out of like Easter this weekend. I might even have to skip egg coloring on Sat just to have some alone time at the house to get some done. which is ok.... if it means getting it done and opening up my summer to have just Baker classes, I'll bite. its tough right now bc my hubby is driving me nuts. we have a bedroom torn apart still, working on that project as well.... and I have a couple weeks to get my Aunts wedding pictures in an album for her. That was a lot of fun though. Spring break was fun, I enjoyed myself but I needed to get more penn foster done. I should have focused on that a little more, but oh well. What's done is done and I cant go back in time, otherwise I would go back and already have this stupid online thing finished!!! I'm mad at myself bc I'm gonna hate doing the transcribing once I'm done w/the school part. I'm just not a medical person, I cant always understand the medical words dictated bc I dont have the terminology memorized and I'm in a pickle to try to learn anything really in depth bc I need to just get the exams turned in at this point!
OK.... I need to move on from the rant of my stupid program I hate... so The hubby... another annoying subject. He's driving me mad lately. we dont fight as much, but he has such a short temper of late and the only reason we arent fighting more is bc I keep my mouth shut. I'm so tired of his outbursts, its kinda ridiculus. He snapped at me about one drop of grease that got on his coat in the car... kids with us and all. I'm so tired of him acting like he's perfect when in fact he has some major issues that he just doesnt take care of himself. we just got home sunday night from being at my parents for almost a week. I had classes and went grocery shopping yesterday, busy busy.... what did he do? his OWN laundry, and only unloaded the dishwasher bc I asked him to. the rest of the house... still a mess... did he work on putting our room back together? no, did he actually play with the kids while I was gone? Most likely not by what I saw... I'm so ready to throw out or at least hide all of his video games. they are the end of us. seriously, I normally dont mind him playing but when he knows I'm crazy busy and just sits around all day not accomplishing anything, I'm at my wits end about it.
ok got distracted by a kid... over that rant.
I'm excited and nervous about my classes this term. cant wait for the challenge of the projects and whatnot, just nervous that I wont have the time and engery I would like to put into them.
ok, I already feel behind today, I gotta get started on my to-do list. I'll finish ranting another time. Enjoy!
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